I'm Sorry and I hope

less than a month away, I was 20 years old. praise be to Allah, for 19 years this always gives me health. thanks to my parents , papa , mama is always patient understands me. I'm sorry ma, if this time I always made ​​mom angry, as long as it is also possible I 've often lie to mama, but mama always good to me. when mama angry , in fact he shows his love for a child. Thanks also to Dad, who was always patient and make a living for the family, thank you for the love you've given so far. Sorry, if I was always a hassle, sorry can not repay you, sorry can not be dutiful to your child, as the child apologize first that should be relied upon but instead often irritated, sorry, sorry. I'm so ashamed of myself, want to live when I had to rely to you?  I still have two younger brothers who also later need more material. I promised myself, hopefully soon I can lighten your load, make proud papa and mama.

wldn

We know

I fall in love before I die arrives
When my soul happy and my open eyes
But, she was young and me too
We life our lives with the tension

So we know, will not to be long
We can't safe our selves from the past

I stared at the dark black
She look at me with eyes covered

That's when my life is over as space time and the universe together

We will always be just friends

We will forever be friends and I'm also not going to be your match . We 've established a relationship , we've been through hard happy , strange things when you decide to stop in the middle of the road . I was surprised , if this is really you want? All right , I accept and respect your decision . However , one thing that I want, I do not want our enemies. Maybe you're thinking , this is my way to make you way back . But no , I did not want to come back , said we were eligible for a friend . If you still think that way , it's wrong. In the next chapter , I tried to talk to you via telephone , I remember very well in that chapter , we talk to each other to collect all of our memory , the memory that once you delete a sudden . At the beginning of the chapter , I tried to make memoori it comes back little by little . I write with my mouth and connected on your cell telephone , you try to resist initially , but after about an hour , you're also adding posts with your mouth that emit sound in my mobile telephone ,.... tutt tutt tutt

conversation corner

My eyes looked at her and she looked at me
There was no drowsiness, whereas before I stayed up late into the night
I feel very so good
and i forget to drink coffee before activity

she hold my hand and ask me to the lunch
but the afternoon was a sudden heavy rainfall
i'm waiting for the rain to stop, and she at the corner
we talking about the rain

I said to myself,
that i can get to you
I want to hug you now
can I doing that of you

sound of the rain slowly end the conversation with her
I felt upset, why did the rain stop?
I still want to water down the sky
as complement conversation between me and her .

You forget

Recalled this time, the days when I was with you. You are first come together to bring the seed of love that would've implanted into my heart. It did not take long to make a seed that you put in for developing. We are under the love of the hundreds of millions of trees that you planted the seed first, we passed the days together. Until one day, you forget to water the tree, and then wither and die.

Actually, I was expecting you.

And all was over, he chose to split the liver though not willingly. Perhaps this is best for him, because he also not necessarily be happy with my life. I tried to hold my ambitions, restrain my emotions, trying not to hate you, and wish you happy even without me. It was too short, where we were met and given permission to be together in a short time. Even so, I was still with you, because every day we'll be together in different circumstances and situations. I will keep all the memories in my heart, mind, and my soul when with you. Then I will remember for the rest of my life with no one else knows.


well, we are now in a different state, I am still myself enjoy my life and you have to get me a replacement, I hope he much better than me. But, from the depths of the deepest I still expect you to be my life partner who accompanied me and fill my old times with the romantic.

Hopefully it's true.

If all I wanted has come true, I hope you're right there beside me holding my hand, and we could see all of these beautiful. I will take you anywhere you want. when I take you away, I hope you do not let go of my hand, I will hug you tightly and you know what I'm feeling at the moment, happy, happy and happy. And if I crying, you will also know I cry tears of joy to be with you. I dreamed all that, hopefully it's true.