moving, moving well. might say that's what I read and I have to do now and for the future. I've been too long since stopped without moving. probably seen me walking, running, forward, backward, but overall it's just my physical alone. But the heart and mind not doing the same thing as my physical. I was too much dreaming and dreaming. it all makes me tired, very tired. vehicles, people, they followed the passing of time. from morning, noon, afternoon, evening, and I could only watch. I like beaten by them. they are not physical contact with me, but their reactions made me feel more like fall, getting sick. Gravity of the earth did not I feel the earth spinning was also not able to make to move. let's motion, motion, not only physical but also hearts and minds.
Malam yang selalu dingin, ah tidak. Mungkin malamku beda dengan malammu, malamku terlalu gerah, aku dibuat berkeringat olehnya, bukan karena apa. tapi malamku memang begitu gerah, sangat gerah. tolong berikan malammu sedikit bagiku, paling tidak kau bisa berada didekatku, agar aku bisa melihat malammu yang kau bilang sangat dingin. kau seketika bertanya, kau bisa melihat malam? jika kau berada di jarak 10meter dan lebih, aku tak bisa melihatnya. Karena mataku tertutup oleh uap malamku sendiri dan oleh kabut malammu. tolong berikan sedikit atau kau mendekatlah. karena jika tidak, aku akan mati kepanasan oleh bulan yang sangat indah dan terang itu.
less than a month away, I was 20 years old. praise be to Allah, for 19 years this always gives me health. thanks to my parents , papa , mama is always patient understands me. I'm sorry ma, if this time I always made mom angry, as long as it is also possible I 've often lie to mama, but mama always good to me. when mama angry , in fact he shows his love for a child. Thanks also to Dad, who was always patient and make a living for the family, thank you for the love you've given so far. Sorry, if I was always a hassle, sorry can not repay you, sorry can not be dutiful to your child, as the child apologize first that should be relied upon but instead often irritated, sorry, sorry. I'm so ashamed of myself, want to live when I had to rely to you? I still have two younger brothers who also later need more material. I promised myself, hopefully soon I can lighten your load, make proud papa and mama.