Sunday, August 3, 2014

I promise

Thanks guys, the people close to me or even that is not too close to me. Thank you has been given the honor to be a part of you. I was not a good person, I may also have a hassle you at the moment I am close to you. I'm sorry if this is so that you experience. I cannot repay all the kindness you've given. For me hang out with you is a gift given by god because I can have great friends like you. Your mind and body strong, not like me who could be considered too weak for boys my age. I hung out while trying to look strong in front of you, I always cheerful, even I used to say, '' gripe is the least work ", but without my knowing it, every time I do something I hope no attention or praise from you, and indirectly me complaining, I've done something so despicable. Sorry for my ignorance.
I promise, it will not complain.

Monday, July 7, 2014

LIHAT SAJA NANTI

Terimakasih, aku akan menjaga semua ini
menjaga sisa-sisa waktu
menjaga keinginan kita
menjaga semua kenang
aaaaaaaaah 

sebenarnya aku telah lelah
menjaga semua ini
aku hanya berusaha menjaga semampuku

kau tahu
seberapa buruk keadaanku sekarang
semoga Tuhan membalas!

Sunday, April 6, 2014

ketahuilah

kau semakin membuat jarak 
dengan beranggapan semua ini
seolah tak terjadi apa-apa

Tapi ketahuilah, itu terjadi
bukan karena jarak yang kau buat
bukan pula karena kau sudah tidak sendiri
dan bukan pula karena aku yang seolah-olah lupa

aku mencoba 
berjalan kembali 


Friday, February 28, 2014

Sebentar lagi semua tidak sama

Waktu berjalan menjadi lambat disini
aku seperti menunggu orang membuka pintu diantara pembuat pintu. 
Aku bisa melihat napasku berjalan dengan napasku 
menghirup udara segar di halaman depan

Waktu memang begitu lambat disini 
Tapi, sebentar lagi aku tidak disini

Saat waktu menandakan pagi
semua terlihat sama
matahari yang sama
tanah yang sama
pohon yang sama
semua benar-benar terlihat sama

Tapi, sebentar lagi semua tidak sama lagi



Saturday, February 8, 2014

the night before

Footpaths into a real

Second chance I hope there still, possible later

Today that yesterday will happen again

hold my hand into the hand



Real i've been destroyed

and it's real that it has gone

There is no more hope

Cause I see you with him



I don't know

should laugh or cry

I couldn't be mad

Something that i've said the night before

Sunday, February 2, 2014

move move

moving, moving well. might say that's what I read and I have to do now and for the future. I've been too long since stopped without moving. probably seen me walking, running, forward, backward, but overall it's just my physical alone. But the heart and mind not doing the same thing as my physical. I was too much dreaming and dreaming. it all makes me tired, very tired. vehicles, people, they followed the passing of time. from morning, noon, afternoon, evening, and I could only watch. I like beaten by them. they are not physical contact with me, but their reactions made ​​me feel more like fall, getting sick. Gravity of the earth did not I feel the earth spinning was also not able to make to move. let's motion, motion, not only physical but also hearts and minds.

Saturday, February 1, 2014

I'm Sorry and I hope

less than a month away, I was 20 years old. praise be to Allah, for 19 years this always gives me health. thanks to my parents , papa , mama is always patient understands me. I'm sorry ma, if this time I always made ​​mom angry, as long as it is also possible I 've often lie to mama, but mama always good to me. when mama angry , in fact he shows his love for a child. Thanks also to Dad, who was always patient and make a living for the family, thank you for the love you've given so far. Sorry, if I was always a hassle, sorry can not repay you, sorry can not be dutiful to your child, as the child apologize first that should be relied upon but instead often irritated, sorry, sorry. I'm so ashamed of myself, want to live when I had to rely to you?  I still have two younger brothers who also later need more material. I promised myself, hopefully soon I can lighten your load, make proud papa and mama.

wldn