I promise

Thanks guys, the people close to me or even that is not too close to me. Thank you has been given the honor to be a part of you. I was not a good person, I may also have a hassle you at the moment I am close to you. I'm sorry if this is so that you experience. I cannot repay all the kindness you've given. For me hang out with you is a gift given by god because I can have great friends like you. Your mind and body strong, not like me who could be considered too weak for boys my age. I hung out while trying to look strong in front of you, I always cheerful, even I used to say, '' gripe is the least work ", but without my knowing it, every time I do something I hope no attention or praise from you, and indirectly me complaining, I've done something so despicable. Sorry for my ignorance.
I promise, it will not complain.

LIHAT SAJA NANTI

Terimakasih, aku akan menjaga semua ini

menjaga sisa-sisa waktu
menjaga keinginan kita

menjaga semua kenang
aaaaaaaaah 

sebenarnya aku telah lelah
menjaga semua ini
aku hanya berusaha menjaga semampuku

kau tahu

seberapa buruk keadaanku sekarang
semoga Tuhan membalas!

ketahuilah

kau semakin membuat jarak 

dengan beranggapan semua ini

seolah tak terjadi apa-apa

Tapi ketahuilah, itu terjadi

bukan karena jarak yang kau buat

bukan pula karena kau sudah tidak sendiri

dan bukan pula karena aku yang seolah-olah lupa

aku mencoba 

berjalan kembali 

Sebentar lagi semua tidak sama

Waktu berjalan menjadi lambat disini

aku seperti menunggu orang membuka pintu diantara pembuat pintu. 

Aku bisa melihat napasku berjalan dengan napasku 

menghirup udara segar di halaman depan

Waktu memang begitu lambat disini 

Tapi, sebentar lagi aku tidak disini

Saat waktu menandakan pagi

semua terlihat sama

matahari yang sama

tanah yang sama

pohon yang sama

semua benar-benar terlihat sama

Tapi, sebentar lagi semua tidak sama lagi

the night before

Footpaths into a real

Second chance I hope there still, possible later

Today that yesterday will happen again

hold my hand into the hand



Real i've been destroyed

and it's real that it has gone

There is no more hope

Cause I see you with him



I don't know

should laugh or cry

I couldn't be mad

Something that i've said the night before

move move

moving, moving well. might say that's what I read and I have to do now and for the future. I've been too long since stopped without moving. probably seen me walking, running, forward, backward, but overall it's just my physical alone. But the heart and mind not doing the same thing as my physical. I was too much dreaming and dreaming. it all makes me tired, very tired. vehicles, people, they followed the passing of time. from morning, noon, afternoon, evening, and I could only watch. I like beaten by them. they are not physical contact with me, but their reactions made ​​me feel more like fall, getting sick. Gravity of the earth did not I feel the earth spinning was also not able to make to move. let's motion, motion, not only physical but also hearts and minds.

I'm Sorry and I hope

less than a month away, I was 20 years old. praise be to Allah, for 19 years this always gives me health. thanks to my parents , papa , mama is always patient understands me. I'm sorry ma, if this time I always made ​​mom angry, as long as it is also possible I 've often lie to mama, but mama always good to me. when mama angry , in fact he shows his love for a child. Thanks also to Dad, who was always patient and make a living for the family, thank you for the love you've given so far. Sorry, if I was always a hassle, sorry can not repay you, sorry can not be dutiful to your child, as the child apologize first that should be relied upon but instead often irritated, sorry, sorry. I'm so ashamed of myself, want to live when I had to rely to you?  I still have two younger brothers who also later need more material. I promised myself, hopefully soon I can lighten your load, make proud papa and mama.

wldn

We know

I fall in love before I die arrives
When my soul happy and my open eyes
But, she was young and me too
We life our lives with the tension

So we know, will not to be long
We can't safe our selves from the past

I stared at the dark black
She look at me with eyes covered

That's when my life is over as space time and the universe together

We will always be just friends

We will forever be friends and I'm also not going to be your match . We 've established a relationship , we've been through hard happy , strange things when you decide to stop in the middle of the road . I was surprised , if this is really you want? All right , I accept and respect your decision . However , one thing that I want, I do not want our enemies. Maybe you're thinking , this is my way to make you way back . But no , I did not want to come back , said we were eligible for a friend . If you still think that way , it's wrong. In the next chapter , I tried to talk to you via telephone , I remember very well in that chapter , we talk to each other to collect all of our memory , the memory that once you delete a sudden . At the beginning of the chapter , I tried to make memoori it comes back little by little . I write with my mouth and connected on your cell telephone , you try to resist initially , but after about an hour , you're also adding posts with your mouth that emit sound in my mobile telephone ,.... tutt tutt tutt